here is a story u can feast on
two love story which is long gone
both different tale but similar tingling vibe
sit down and sink your teeth in 1/4 of my life
here goes the 1st tale
met him at this bbq
we shared the love for cats
he looked so great with his dudes
girl, the kind of feeling when you spot the perfect dress
u know what i mean
i'll let u figure out the rest
we text he called everyday
never get bored even when he just called to say hye
my bff Jue told me i was in love
coz she saw me dancing like a fool
laughing and giggling to myself though it ain't cool
i was happy soooo on cloud 7 8 9
told me he misses me
told me he loved me
asked me on a date i'll never forget
met up in town
when i saw him in the distance
i felt like my whole world was turned upside down
went to the movies for our 1st date
showed off his left dimple
pinch him on his tummy which made him twitched
had a principal of my own
"I never kiss a guy on the first date"
it just felt so right
i gave in, lean back in his arms
it felt divine
i never wanted the date to be over
he gave me a kiss on the hand
waved goodbye and gone from my sight
it was our 1st and our last
it didn't last long like how i expected
2 3 weeks passed
in a blink of an eye all the love turned to dust
i was heart broken all inside out
since then no one can sweep me off my feet
i can feel my whole body crumbles
damn, i was broken
ready for my 2nd story?
it happened recently
but my feelings for him was forever
French called it Noel
An alternative word for Christmas
Never thought I could ever have this feeling for him again
Liked him since the 1st time i saw him
Was young by then
Thought it was just a childhood crush
Seriously, i never thought i liked him this way
A feeling i recognize
The feeling that was long gone
Which i thought was lost for good
He told me he was insecure
Told him he has everything
He has nothing be be afraid of
Had our moments
I'd do anything and everything to see him
Hugged him at the strike 0f new year just to feel him near
Dyed his hair just to touch his hair
I'd give in everything for him
But I guess I wasn't his type
Should I just forget him
and let this thought slide?
The way I see things
It is not meant to be
Maybe God has much better plan for me
But all the things he does is so sweet
They blow me away, sweep me off my feet
Damn, he was a real treat
Now you see
I do get hurt as much as u
I'd take it all in and hold it in
Take it as a compass to my next journey
Further into the future
My life is full of agony
Just that I swallow it all in and cover it all up
Plastered my broken heart with a plastic smile
Used to act tough
But now I really am
Thank you for the pain
Now I've gained
Something precious even money can't buy
Something so rare not even written in books
Last night, I sat in my room
Thinking
Confused
The tears i've cried
The angers that i've screamed
Enough!
I'm done
