How time flys~

phewww...

look out ppl...

time is flying fffffaaaaaaaassstttt...!!

hang on to ur seats or to a lamp post or something...

or u'll look something like diz!

ahaaa~ i ain't kiddin'

this is hw i look like wen i didnt realise hw the fucking time jz pass by in a matter of seconds..

so, appreciate time and the ones u love...

cherish every moment and every chance u get...

coz there ain't gonna be chance which is gud like the 1st...

i hope this 3 months flys fast like this year..

coz i miss him like crazy alrdy..

end up disappointed..

i dnt noe.. sometimes i feel like i don't matter that much.. almost everytime we meet nw, i feel disappointed.. i dnt noe y... eventhough he has helped me so much financially.. but then its still not enuf.. im not trying to be a brat but what is not enuf is his attention.. i dnt gv a shit about the money or wadever shit he buys me.. i jz want his attention! everytime we r together, there is must be something.. there is always something comes up..! i dnt noe.. maybe i dnt show him much love or attention.. but.. i m trying my best.. i always mke sure that he is happy... give him wad he wnts... i dnt noe.. but i feel like i dnt matter that much to him... dats hw i feel.. n dats from my point of view.. i dnt know about from his point of view.. i am trying everything i can to do to get his attention and spend time wid him before i go bck miri for my 3 months holiday.. bk0z wen the holiday starts, it'll be 3 months i won't get to c him.. dats hard 4 me... i love him wid all my heart. and i try my very best to let him noe dat i do... but stil i feel it isnt enuf.. hmmmm....

gotta get things done!

dammit man.... i havnt done much for my course... shit shit shit.. packaging for design studies is due next week.. TUESDAY!!! n i hvnt even confirm d design and print it out... goodness me.... perghhh.. den i hv 11 interior drawing... den i hv 9 drawings for mr.greg's klaz due the week after next week.. shit man.. den i hv another assignmnt coming up for graphic design.. dammit!!! i gotta get things done.. if not... im really in deep shit! oh ya.. englisshhh... fuck man! i m all packed.. help me~ :(

day and night..

day and night..

its different...

the colors...

the situation and the environment...

the feelings u feel wen its day light its more to fun and cheerful..

but night...

u'll feel scared, alone and lonely wen u hv no one...

hmmm...

dats hw i feel wen its night time...

i hv no friends to hang out with...

n life is so much harder..

i cry most of the time...

but i try to stay stronger...

i noe the reason y i m away...

to have a bright future...

hmmm...

but how can have a bright future...

wen its dark, she loses her grip...

and fall into the darkness...

hmmm...

day and night...

even the stars are having more fun than me...

wad m i gonna do?

life is hard wen u r alone...

alone in ur room..

staring at nothing...

its scary...

will i also live this way wen im old?

damn...

it scares me...

day and night...

two different views...

so contrast with each other...

Please, i beg you..

my head is pounding,

my hands are cold,

tears are rolling down my cheeks,

my eyes are red,

my knees are weak,

the feeling of hatred keeps coming,

why does this happen to me?

what did i do wrong?

i am not perfect,

only God Himself is whole and perfect,

please don't let this love fade away,

i am starting to feel the emptiness,

the loneliness and alone,

it feels so dark on my side,

i wish i could go back to the place where it used to be bright,

hmmm....

i keep on sighing every second i think of it,

this heart couldn't take it any longer,

my tears are getting dry,

my lips are tired of calling out your name,

please tell me this is gonna stop,

tell me that you are gonna change,

please i beg you bring me back into the light,

i don't want to be in the dark anymore,

i suffer,

i feel alone and lonely,

come back please,

don't leave me alone,

stop these tears,

stop all this before it fades away completely,

i don't want it to go,

it felt so wonderful when it flows through my veins,

i wanna taste it again,

i love how it feels when everything is okey,

i love how love feels,

its wonderful and painful at the same time,

i'll risk it all for just that wonderful feeling again,

please bring it back,

i don't want to feel the pain,

it hurts it pierce deep into my heart,

please please please i beg you...

leave wad is mine alone..!

i dnt noe wads going on.. my body and soul is aching.. i feel like letting go.. i cant anymore.. my hands are shaking wen i think of it.. is it so hard to have sme1 i 1 just for my own?!?!?! for as long as i can rmmbr, all my life, there is always sme1 else who also wants wad i hv.. y can't dey just leave me alone in peace..?????? wad do dey wnt me to do??? act like a dog n piss to mark my territory???? fuck off! get your own.. y mess wid mine???????? everyone has a limit.. wen it has jumped over the fucking limit.. u will not want to live anymore.. u will regret the fucking day u were born! i dnt noe wad dey call this.. teenage problem or wad ever shit u call it.. but this is too much!! this is bullshit..!! seriously, bullshit..!! i have my rights.. i have my every motherfuckin' rights ok?!

fuck wad in the world do u dnt understand?! wad is mine is mine! put fucked up self in my shoes, how wud u feel wen ppl are all over wads urs?!?! if u r happy about it, u must be out of ur fucking mind! u r fucking crazy! everyone has their limits.. i have a limit.. i keep it in till it reaches boils and ready to burst..! wen it does, i'll be cruel beyond anything u can imagine!!!!

don't drift away..

days go by,

just in a blink of an eye,

sitting here wondering what the future may bring,

will it be sufferings?

or you'll give me a diamond ring,

i don't have a clue why my heart feels this way,

its only beating for you i swear,

i guess that is the reason why,

when you are away don't you know my heart cries?

my heart's tears could break down a dam,

can't you hear my heart calling out your name?

my head feels heavy,

everytime you leave,

i always want you here with me,

i just can't get enough of you,

can't you see?

what can i do to make you stay?

take my favorite plushie if you may,

if it could make you stay,

do you want the moon?

i'll tie a rope around it and pull it down for you,

i'll even go on the back of a wild stallion or a killer whale for you,

nothing is impossible when it comes to you,

baby, hear my heart screams for you,

can't you see its turning red to blue??

sweetheart, i miss you,

all those times when we used to spend till the night turns yellow,

i miss those moments,

where nothing and no one can make it go to an end,

love, hear my pain,

you are the blood that runs through my veins,

if there are mistakes that i've done,

please forgive me don't go away don't be gone,

you are the one who keeps me alive,

please don't drift away 'cos it'll end my life..

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

the cries of a lonely heart..

...

im jz hurt.. im very very hurt..

Lord, guide me..

sometimes i just don't have any idea wad is going on wid my life.. i hv no real friends.. i hv friends bt they embarrass me.. or use me as a jumping stone to get the type of reputation dey want.. i should hv listen to my mum about leaving far away from the ones who truly love u n is ur friend no matter wad, my family.. sometimes i regret packing up my bags n get on that plane to come study 14 hours drive away from my hometown... when things get fucked up like my situation nw, i often feel like packing up my bags and head home.. bt come to think of it again, this is life... wadever hardship and difficulties comes by my way... i jz hv to go through it.. if not now, den when will it be?

there is never a right time for this.. i jz pray to God that he'll guide me through all this and gv me the strength and the opportunity to be courages and stand on my own two feet...

Poems i've written for him...

date: 10/08/09

sweetheart,

you make me smile and laugh with joy,

without a doubt,

you are the one who bright up my days,

when far away from you,

my heart doesn't seem to be at its best,

when you are in my arms,

i only see us in this world,

never hurt me baby,

for i will hurt myself more,

always love me baby,

for i swear i'll be yours till the end of time..

Love,

DKLuma, ur baby girl...

date: 21/06/09

You woke me from a deep sleep.
and complete my life with your love so deep.
When we look into each others eyes,
I see the reflection of our love.
I kept thinking to myself,
could it be you are an angel sent from above?
When I am with you,
my heart skips a beat.
My feelings for you I can't deny.
You treat me like a princess.
Showering me with your sweet and genuine love all over me.
The first time,
When I saw you bitting your lip and anxiously trying to kiss me,
I debate in my mind whether or not I should let you have me.
But now I am sure.
When I say be mine,
Please say that it will be forever.
When I hear u calling me sweetheart,
It makes my knees weak and breathing becomes hard.
My love for you is real and not fake.
Don't you know I love the fact,
That you love me for everything that I am.

With Love,
Daphne muah ♥

date: 17/02/09

d 1st time i caught ur eye,
i jz smile n cant stop staring at u,
wen d nyte was over n u said bye,
den i realise i cnt stop thinking of u,
wen d day dat u bcame mine,
not even words can describe how hepy i was,
wen 2 hearts bcme 1 n combine,
i knew u r d 1 i nvr wanna lose.

muahx.muahx.muahx.
i love u habibi...
wid all my heart..

..................................................................

just something i create to show my baby boy how much he means to me...

our love has now reached 6 months and 11 days..

n my love for him grows stronger and the bond we build is unbreakable..

but then with all these words....

i can't seem to feel satisfied....

i still feel that words can't describe how i feel 'bout my hubby....

i love him so much...

more than words can say...

2nd Semester of Foundation Design

weehaa..~ can't bliv i m in 2nd sem of design.. yeay!

1st sem wasn't actually dat easy...

it is tough wen u dnt study, quite easy wen u read n understand n apply it..

went to my 2 first classes today...

Drawing and Illustration who is taught by Greg..

And Graphic Design by Micheal Lee...

these 2 subs, need like zillions of tools!

haha.. not actuallly zillions...

bt a lot of tools...

charcoal pencil, sketch diary, mount spray, etc..

n dey cost a lot of money..!!

my God...

i only hv budget of RM200/- to buy the stuff...

i hope it is enough..

Happy fathers' day, Daddy!

i would like to wish happy fathers' day to my dad...

n thank him for all the luxury he has given me for this 19 years...

n i would also like to ask for forgiveness for all the times ive hurt him without even knowing...

he is the best dad a daughter could ever ask for...

n i wish him a long life and have success in whatever he is doing...

i know i don't say diz much but...

i love u, daddy..

n i miss u..

Love,

Ninie

Our 5th month anniversary!

today is my hubby n i 5th month anniversary!~

im so happy...

i know its not yet a very long journey for our lovee..

but i felt like we hv gone through a lot together..

n i wish for more of dat..

it doesn't matter happy or sad times...

i still wanna hv it wid him.. only him...

i love him so much..

n i hope dat we will hv more than 100 years of anniversry...

i love diz song so much..

a very beautiful song.. hear it for urself and read the lyrics...

it made me wanna cry...

bk0z i miss home and my parents..

to me is a very beautiful song for a lulaby...

http://www.imeem.com/mp3dloads/music/DBsmL-Jp/miley-cyrus-billy-ray-cyrus-butterfly-fly-away-live-from/

Butterfly Fly Away

Miley Cyrus ft Billy Ray Cyrus

u tuck me in

turn out the light

keep me safe n sound at night

little girls depend on things like dat

brush my teeth n comb my hair

had to drive me everywhere

u were always there wen i looked back

you had to do it alone

make a livin', make a home

must have been hard as it could be

and when couldn't sleep at night

scared things wouldn't turn out right

u held my hand and sang to me

caterpillar in the tree

how u wonder who u'll be?

can't go far bt u can always dream

wish u may n wish u might

don't u worry hold on tight

i promise u there will come a day

butterfly fly away

butterfly fly away (butterfly fly away)

catch ur wing now u cnt stay

take those dreams and mke dem all cme true

butterfly fly away (butterfly fly away)

we been waiting for this day

all along and know jz wad to do

butterfly butterfly butterfly

butterfly fly away

My favorite song! :D i dd8 it to sme1 whom i used to love so much..

Ronan Keating

"Last Thing On My Mind"

(feat. LeAnn Rimes)

Four o’clock in the morning

My mind’s filled with a thousand thoughts of you

How you left me without a warning

But looking back I’m sure you tried to talk it through

Now I say it so clearly

We have been together but living separate lives

So, I wanna tell you I’m sorry

Baby, I can’t find the words

But, if I could

Than you know I would, yeahhhhhh

No, I won’t let go

No why we can be

I won't watch my life crashing down on me

As I had it all right there before my eyes, yeahhhh

Girl I’m sorry now you were the last thing on my mind

You carried me like a river

How far we have come still surprises me

Now, I look in the mirror (look in the mirror)

Staring back is a man I used to be with you

How I longed for you

No, I won’t let go

No why we can be

I won't watch my life crashing down on me

As I had it all right there before my eyes, yeahhhh

Girl I’m sorry now you were the last thing on my mind

Girl I’m sorry I was wrong

Couldn’t be there, should have been so strong

So, I’m sorry

Ohhhhhhh

No, I won’t let go

No why we can be

I won't watch my life crashing down on me

As I had it all right there before my eyes, yeahhhh

Girl I’m sorry now you were the last thing on my mind (on my mind)

I won't watch my life crashing down on me

As I had it all right there before my eyes, yeahhhh

Girl I’m sorry now you were the last thing on my mind

On my mind (on my mind)

He is my everything..

my baby said something so sweet to me wen we were hanging out jz nw...

at the cafeteria stairs..

wad he said made me overwhelmed n i was extremely happy till it brought me to tears..

oh, only God knew how i felt wen he said it to me...

i swear...

never ever even 1 of my ex manage to say somthing so sweet n romantic to me...

till it mke me cry..

he said something like diz.. :

baby, i wanna have u in my arms like diz forever..

i never wanna lose u...

i love d feeling dat u r mine..

i never wanna let u go baby....

last nite, the whole day i didnt see u...

n i was missing u like crazy...

bt den i hv to hold it back n sacrifice for my studies..

i cnt stand it baby being far away from u knowing dat u r jz close by...

i love u baby... 

n noe dat no matter wad happens...

i'll always love u..

.........

den there i started to cry bk0z of happiness...

my baby is so sweet n romantic...

he thanked me for being his everything...

he said dat i hv given him and have been everything to him...

his friend, bestfriend, girlfriend..

n he said dat i m also like a wife to him...

awwww..~ my hubby...

i love u so much....

n noe dat i will always be urs... 

n u will always be mine...

forever n ever...

i promise u sweetheart...

the flame of our love will never go out..

it will only go out wen both of us r no longer breathing....

i love u my hubby...

This BITCH!!

1 problem about this bitch!

this Daphne Kirstie Luma Lakai, 

ic number 900702-13-8068, is dat.. 

when she came to noe dat she'll finally get something she wants, she sikkan dpt sabar.. hahaha.. 

dnt noe y..

 i feel lyke slapping myslf...!! shish!! 

in my heart it kept saying,

"im gonna get my BB phone!"

..............

"bt den i hv to wait till july 2nd"

..............

aarrghhh! i hate waiting....

bt den i noe 4 sure dat i'll get d phone!

wee!! fuck u daphne!! plz laa... wait baa... learn to sabar!

i cannot ehh... nyawa tok mala pk psl BB phone ya... 

hahahahaahahaha

i think kan.. nang benar wad i told Baby M riya...

i sikkan tdo a week wen i get my hands on my BB phone!!

shyteeeeee!!

i love my dad~~

not bk0z he always buy me things i wnt....

ok ok ok..

a large part of it is dat.. haha...

bt den i love him coz he mkes my brothers n i happy...

he gives us the life he never had...

he gives d best to us... 

n also mama.. mama gives us the best too....

i love my parents..

i love my brothers..

i love my F.A.M.I.L.Y!!

i love my soon-to-come-BB-phone...

hmmm~

i'll name my BB phone BabyBoogie..

is also BB.. hahahahahaha...

oh no..! i better stop nw.. or i'll go crazy!

c ya bloggers... love ya all! :D

i am d happiest girl in the universe!!

mmm-hmm!!!

its trueeeeeeeeeee~

soon we will be together!!

oh yeah! my dad said he'll get this baby for my birthday!!

oh shyt man!! i m so freakin' happy!!

i can 1001% guarentee i am the happiest girl in the whole wide UNIVERSE!!!!!!

oh my God.. i jz cnt believe dat i'll finally get this dream phone of mine on my 19th bday!!

diz is d best gift everrrrrrr!!!

myza know how crazy i am about diz baby... 

oh yeaahh~

diz feeling i hv nw is unbelieveable...

I AM SO FREAKIN' HAPPY!!!!

OH MY GOD!!

THANK U JESUS!!

AMEN... AMEN...

THANK U TO MYZA TOO C0Z SHE'S D BEST!!

SHE KEPT TELLING ME I'LL GET IT..

THANK U BABY GIRL...

LOVE U!!

n thank u Daddy...

for making my dream come truee...

i am so happy.. oh my God... i m so damn happy...

nw i cnt wait till i get it on my bday!!

oh my God!!

thnk u thnk u thnk u thnk u thnk u...

My current FAVORITE rising star!!

Selena Gomez

she is my latest obsession...

oh well.. not creepy kinda obsession...

duh! i ain't a stalker or anything..

its jz dat i love her personality...

the 1st time i saw Selena was on this series on Disney Channel...

The “Wizards of Waverly Place”

even though she is a rising star now...

der is something about this girl which gvs me the feeling that she'll never change....

like other rising star, dey change immedietly wen dey r famous! pergh! i hate dat...

bt wad i admire most about Selena Gomez is dat she is sweet....

she uses her high reputation to make the world a better place...

which reminds me of the beloved late Lady Diana.. (also my inspiration)..

there is this cause she commit herself too...

where she helped to make it better for the island stray dogs of Puerto Rico...

Selena is a big animal lover...

me also as an animal lover...

i support this cause of hers.... its actually very sweet n humanly..

Selena is the ambassador for DoSomething.org...

she is trying her very best to save dogs who are brutally mistreated and killed jz for fun...

if u come to think of wad Selena is doing...

its actually the first star who is trying to change the lifes of many dogs...

dogs are men's bestfriend...

u cnt deny dat... personally, i think dat der r more to dogs than jz pets...

dey r very loyal n perfect companion...

that is y i am totally supporting Selena on this cause...

n its also because I LOVE SELENA GOMEZ!!!!

honestly, i hv never ever loved a Disney rising star like diz before!!

Selena Gomez is the first...

she is jz a total sweetheart.....

n i hope she is honored by this because, yeah...

she is the 1st Disney rising star dat i admire most!!

My current favorite SONG!! :D

DEMI LOVATO

ALBUM : DON'T FORGET

"LA LA LAND"

I am confident,

but I still have my moments.

Baby, that's just me.

I'm not a supermodelI still eat McDonald's.

Baby, that's just me.

Some may say I need to be afraid

Of losing everything.

Because of where I Had my start

and where I made my name

Well everything's the same

In the la-la land machine.

Machine.

Who said I can't wear my

Converse with my dress?

Oh, baby, that's just me!

And who said

I can't be singleI have to go out and mingle

BABY, that's not me

No, no.

Some may say I need to be afraid

Of losing everything.

Because of where I

Had my start and where I made my name

Well everything's the same

In the La-la land machine.

Tell me do you feel the way I feel

'cause nothing else is real

In the la-la land appeal

[guitar]

Some may say I need to be afraid

Of losing everything.Because of where I

Had my start and where I made my name

When everything's the sameIn La-la land machine

Well, I'm not gonna changeIn the la-la land machine

Well I will stay the same

In La-la land...

Machine

I won't change anything of my life(I won't change anything of my life)

I'm staying myself tonight(I'm staying myself tonight)

La la la la la....

I just don't get it..

i dnt get it sometimes.. why do some husbands always treat their wives like a slave?? u noe, its lyk wen dey r standing der at the isle, waiting to be announced husband n wife, wad is actually in der minds other that wanting to marry d women?? d reason im saying diz is bk0z after years n years of marriage.. after years n years of building a strong n solid love and family, dey decide to break out from their comfort zone, n do something wild as if dey r stil single n available! come on plz.. noe dat u r married n u hv a wife and kids... its not dat u r not allowed to hv a social life (duh!! u r not robot or wad) bt den, limit it.. bk0z u noe u hv a big responsibility.. y neglect ur responsibility? u hv made a vow and swear that u will not neglect ur wife and family... wen u realise dat u hv a wife waiting for u at home, y come back in d middle of d nite or WORST, early in the morning???? don't u think of how worried she is?? don't u noe how she feels? lets say, ur wife does diz to u.. wad will u feel?? don't dare tell me u will be relaxed about it.. plz!!! don't lie.. u'll be going out of ur mind...!! if u wanna noe hw to treat a women, try walking in der high heels.. feel wad it is lyk to wait for ur hubby to come back... do u realise dat she is worry bk0z she loves n care bout u? a true woman will always wait for her man.. doesn't matter wad u do to her, she will always love u n be patient wid all ur bullshits and crap!! bt remember 1 thing, she is also a human being wid a heart n feelings.. everyone has the limitation in patients.. wen u cross over the board and the limit, she can't bare it anymore... so, don't blame her if she goes out to mingle wid other men... it is a sin, yes... bt y blame her? who started all the bullshits?? by the time u realise that she is always around wen u nid her, and u realise dat she has always been a good wife to u, she'll be long gone! so plz, appreciate ur wives wen u hv the chance.. do it now, or forever suffer wid the guilt that hv grown inside u. PEACE!

My one n only WISHLIST! :D

dammit.. THE BlackBerry Curve 8900..

how i wish i can get it for my birthday from my dad..

if i have diz smartphone, haha, i won't sleep for a week!!

i am so in love wid diz phone..

i first laid eyes on this baby in Blue Cube, Spring mall, Kuching..

addoooiihhh~

lemah nyawa doeee..!!

i want diz i want diz...

u noe wad.. u can do almost everything wid diz phone..

duh! its a smartphone, of c0urse...

the pricing here in Malaysia is like RM1500...

bt den i want it.. i am so crazy over diz phone!!!!!!!!!!!!!

oh my goodness gracious..

i MUST MUST MUST MUST have diz phonee...

i want it so badlly.. i want it sooooooooooooo damn badly...

pls pls pls pls let me hv it dady.. :(

My Everything.. :)

above is the picture of me and my 2 crazy but lovely cuzzies... 

Rossalini and Xavier.. 

dey really made my day last weekend (2/05-3/05/90).. 

dey really reduce my homesickness.. bk0z i really do miss my family.. 

diz 2 special ppl really mke me feel lyk i am ack home.. 

dey remind me of my own lil brothers back homee... 

i really miss their company n annoying- ness.. hehhe.. im sorry i dnt hv pictures of my aunt ween and uncle clement.. 

dey too really mke me feel lyk i am wid my own family.. i love dem so much.. i miss my mama.. n my dad... miss hanging out n teasing my 2 bros, nigel n nath.. 

i really cnt wait to go bck homee diz july.. its true wad ppl say... no matter hw annoying or notty ur bros r.. or siblings r.. no matter how much dey get onto ur nerves, u will eventually miss all d bad n notty things dey do to u... dats hw i feel ryte nw.. 

before, i always complain about dem annoying me.. and disturb me till i get mad.. 

den nw.. 

i m really craving for it... i miss dem shouting at me.. n hitting me wen i tease dem.. 

hmmmm...

 i love Nigel n Nath.. dey r my everything.. 

dey light up my life.. dey never make my life boring.. i miss dem so badly.. :(

3rd month anni.. <3

my baby boy n i

21st Janurary 2009 is d special date!

heee~ it was our 3rd month annivrsry yesterday..

we didnt do anything special.. we r gonna kp it for diz saturday..

we'll go out diz saturday to celebr8... hee~ i love him soooooo much...

we jz sat down at d stairs, me a step down and he sits at my back.. mmm~

i love d feeling dat i lay my back against his chest... :) love it wen he hugs me tight from behind...

i felt so loved and safe..

n he said dat i mean kuching to him.. shit! n i asked him.. wad bout kenya? who meant kenya to u? he said mum.. :D ok.. there i cnt arguee.. hhihihihi...

mum's' are THE BEST!! :D

i stil rmmbr d 1st time we saw each other...

hahaha.. he had jz awaken from slping...

d 1st thing i noticed bout him is his cologne! damn man!

hahaha.. it smelled sooooooooo strong...

he was my ex-bestfren's fren...

so i met him thru my ex-bestfren...

first we were friends.. den he started to call me "habibty" i start to call him "habibi" after a few days chatting on MSN.. i added him in facebook 1st.. n i dnt noe y..

dat night, i cnt stop thinking of him...

his image jz haunt my mind.. phews! maybe it was love at 1st sight...

u noe wad.. he introduced himslf as James Bond wen we 1st met.. haha.. baby... he ad0res James Bond movies and cowboys.. hihihi.. silly hubby...

wad i hope for is dat his silliness will nvr go away..

c0z i fall in love wid him coz of his fun and silly personality...

he is able to mke me laugh n smileee... he mks jokes out of anything... haha..

Love Letter to my baby,

he lights up my life jz by looking into each others eyes...

i love Abdalla Salim so much...

he is my world, my universe...

happy 3rd month anniversary my lovee....

may our love bloom more and will nvr wilt....

muah muah muah

Love ur applepie ;),

Daphne Kirstie Luma

h3py tree friends! naaa... jz kiddin'! hepy sunday! hehe

wad a sunday.. wow wow wow...

woke up at around 234pm... haha.. nice numbers huh? oh well...

u noe y i woke up at dat time? haha.. i slept lyk around 6am diz morning...

haha.. it has been long since i slept at 5 or 6am.. hohoho... oh yaa! 

i finallly bought my Converse All Star shoes! iicckk!! hubby bought it for me yesterday! weee!!

thnk u my loveee... i love u soo much.. mama said dat hubby is jz spoiling me.. hihi.. bt he loves me... n i love him sooooooooo much....

my new shoes.. hot hot hot bebeh!!

he bought it for me lyk rm239! 

hahaha.. dats y mama said dat he is spoiling me.. heeeee~ mama lyks d fact dat he is my bf.. coz he is super duper sweetiee piee.... i love him love him love him...

i love everything he does 4 me.. bt den not all rltnshps are perfect... we also hv fights smetms bt we 4gve each other n move on... :)

today we went to spring.. to buy groceries... we r trying to save money for when we r in miri diz july.. 1 month holiday man... haha.. so we r not gonna go shopping for our "DESIRES" till july, jz for basic needs.. oh well.. its okey.. :) i hv no problm wid it.. hohoho.. we share our money.. equally.. wen my money cmes 1st, we use my money.. wen his money comes, we use his.. its lyk we budget rm800 for a month.. rm200 for shopping.. XD cool huh? i hope dat we'll b 2thr 4ever.. i always pray for our rltnshp so it last.. i really love diz man of mine.. he is all in 1.. he is my everything... i love u my sweetheart... muah..!

my silly hubby n i...

love him soooooooooo much!! :-*

goin CAT CRAZY!

my blackie ching n i.. aww~ too bad he is not rlly seen in diz photo.. bt den i love him! :D

u noe 1 thing bout me?

hahahahahaa.. i sooooo love cats... to me cats r d most adorable creatures in d whole wide world! dey r cute! cuddly! fluffy! silly! hehe.. dey can be anything.. no matter wad colour or shape dey are, cats r always n i mean always cuteee! to me cats hv diz lyk mysterious n curiousity in dem.. jz by lookin' at d way dey move about.. d way dey look at new things... dey look soooo interested in it.. n excited..! 1 more thing i love bout cats is dat dey r sooo "manjak".. i dnt noe wat manjak is in english.. haha.. sorry.. manjak is lyk.. ok ok.. maybe smehw lyk spoiled! hehe.. kitties r cutee... even wen dey r still kittens or alrdy adult cats, dey r forever cutteeeee! unlike dogs.. some dogs.. i didnt say all.. well, i only love puppies! guilty! huhu.. i dnt lyk it wen dey get huge and sloppy! hihi.. hw i wish puppies can stay as puppies! so dats y i love cats.. dey r forever small.. n dey r clean.. i can bring dem in d house n slp wid dem on d same bed.. hee.. i alwys bring my kitty slping wid me.. MR BLACKIE CHING.. heee... wait wait.. i'll put a picture of him.. it'll appear on top! i lovvveeee my blackie ching.. he is a vry special cat.. :)

wad a lame saturday!~ pergh.. bored kitty!

yyyeeeaaaaaappp!~ dat explains hw i feel rite nw... hohohoho.. merry xmass! pergh.. im bored bored bored as hell.. even nw maths klaz is fun.. wad a boring saturday.. hey, speaking of maths... d math test 1 was ok lah diz morning... was not so hard.. well.. i think coz i studied a lil bit.. if i dnt, shyt man.. i'll suffer lyk shit jz by lookin' at d questions.. hmm.. i m so bored.. tak jadi go watch movie 2nytee.. myza went back to her village i think.. mmm.. 1 of her relative died.. im so sorry bout dat baby.. perghh! i called carol jz nw.. she's at her bro-in-law's hse near spring.. i wish i can c her nw.. i mean.. its been long since we hang out togthr... i miss hanging out wid jue n carol.. eventho we hv conflict sometym wid each other, we stil r bestfrens nw n 4ever... its been lyk 6 yrs we've been friends... :) its nice to noe dat u still hv friends, i mean bestfriends around u.. i love dem so much.. n 1 of my new bestfren nw is baby myza!~ hehe.. myza welcme to the club.. myza she undrstnds me a lot.. same as hw julia understnds me.. :) myza she's lyk my lil sis... n also cynthia... :) its gud to noe dat sme1 needs u in a way.. n i love caring 4 dem.. i dnt noe y.. bt sayyyyaaaaaang gilak ngan cdak duak tok... lyk my own sis... sweetie sweetie pie... :D

cute! everywer we go, we must be sama 1... hehe.. air kongsi, kdg2 makan pun mun sorg mkn, nang nok duak ya akan mintak.. sapa2 jak la.. bt its fun.. best ada frens sama palak.. c0z dey dnt judge or critisize u.. dey jz support u... n den if its wrong, dey tell u.. to show dat dey care.. dats d kind of friends dat i wnt n suppose to hv.. :)

i love my bestbuddies so much...

julia, carol, myza, cynthia. :)

girlfrens forever...

hoho.. skema juakk ehhh... bt who "dares"..! hahaha...

i miss bik.. my couz.. she's lyk d craziest cuzzy of all century.. haha... i wish i was home...

i miss my family so much... especially my own crazy family.. :D

i miss blackie.. bernard.. hmmm... hw is my turtle, Puluk doin? is he stil alive or has RIP??

erghh... poor turtiee~ bt den.. i miss hugging blackieee... hmmm............

woohhoo!!~

hahaha.. ukan apa title camyaa... sikda idea mok engkah title apa... 

hmm hmmm hmmmmmm......

u noe wad?? adeih adeih... ingatkan got presentation today..! faster2 i do my slides.. n my report.. ceyhh! skali go to klaz.. presentation on Tuesday next week! hohoho.... i was lyk wad da $%$#%%^! :D woohhooo.... we went to town n cupcake got his money from his parents today..! woohhooo!~ so he bought my paints alrdy from popular... my fav brand.. BUNCHO! idup BUNCHO! woohhooo!~ n a palette to put the paints in.. woohhoo!!~ it was in TunJugah.. myza came along... but den i hvnt got my brushes.. not much sizes at popular.. so i m looking forward to go to Techno Graphic to buy my brushes... but den wer? ooooo!~ Qian jz msged myza back n say dat its somewer in Satok.. hmmmmm... Satok? myza wer aaa?? im not Kch-an :D hopefully we'll buy my brushes soooon~ i m soooo eager to do some artwork in context and culture.. it has been long since i painted anything.. the last time was wen i was in form 5.. hahaha.. spm course work! hihihi.. n dats it.. bt den.. we made batik.. something lyk batik.. it was so cool.. i loved it.. 1st we draw on a canvas or any white cloth, den draw the patterns using melted wax... den wen its all done.. wen all the patterns has been drawn, use d brush n brush on some water onto d cloth b4 painting it wid paint.. it was sooooo cool! i hope i hv d chance to do it again... fun fun fun! i love art.... i feel sooo excited wen it comes to artworks...

it doesnt matter if its making a dolphin out of soap or plaster of paris... 

drawing abstract or paint something on a canvas.. 

i love love love love love art...

wooohhoooo!!~

hey, i think i noe y i put the title dat way...

hahaha.. coz today i feel supperr lykk.. WOOHOO!!~

hahahahahha... i dnt noe y.. maybe c0z im stressed out.. 2mrrw is maths test 1... eerghh...

i hope d questions r not dat hard... mmmmm....... i hv to pass it.. i have too....

help help help help... pray for me to pass c0z my head pumps lyk hell studying maths...

den tonite i hv hostel new residents welcoming party!

we r forced to go...

u noe y i say dat????

coz der is diz notice on the hostel lobby door... dat says :

Failure to attend the party, please write a letter of excuse to the warden.

i was lyk.. say wad?????? diz is a first.. wow.. force party?? cool... so not!

hmm.. fine den.. i'll go... go to the party by force... hahaha... orrr..........

i jz dnt go? hmm.. i feel lazy to go... i hv exam 2mrrw n i nid to study... 7pm - 9pm...

hmmmm... test 1 maths.. dats all dats on my mind... 

perghhh!~

OH YA!! i almost forgot... hahahahahahaha.. diz is something vry funny! hahahah....

wen we were at Popular Tun Jugah jz nw.. hahaha.... smthing silly happend...

woohhoo!!~

myza was helping me choose the size of d brushes.. i was standing beside her.. n my baby was standing beside me... den we were quiet... hahahah... sddnly.. i smelled smthing bad from out of the bluee.. hahhaa... den i saw myza's expression.. she started to sniff somthing.. her face was damn funny man! den i looked at him and asked him... "did u fart?" den he jz smiled... den we started laughing... myza n i jz ran away from him and cnt stop laughing! hahahaha.. bodo eh.. calieeeee! adoih adoih.. bertuah punya balak! :D 

Another Saturday in Swinburne.. shiyet!

hurmm... how i wish i hv a car... not much laaa.. viva pun jadi la pok! i dnt noe.. was it yesterday evening or wen hubby n i went to spring just to waste time walking around... there was a car exhibition.. perodua n hyundai... perodua was showing off viva and myvi.. wow! i wanted d viva! its lyk rm43 000++.. i dnt noe hw exact d price was.. hubby told me dat i can get the viva using loan.. n paying rm300 a month... he asked me to ask daddy bout it.. haha.. wen i asked.. till today he didnt reply me.. hahahaha.. i think i noe y he didnt reply me.. :D huhuhu.. daddy.. daddy.. vry calculative bout money.. who can blame him.. he is an accountant for his company! ooh well.. i'll get a car soon! if he dnt wanna buy me a car, give me the honda loorrr.... mine baa! :( i want car!

susah ba jln no car here in kch.. adeyh adeyhh....

hmmm.. today start off okey i guess... woke up around 3pm.. hahaha.. nice kan? dnt be suprised, all the girls in diz hostel wke up in d evening...

including boys!! boys pa gik laa... tdo awal pagi, 5 6 am...

den wake up in d late evening...

hahah.. hostel life is fun! but den, missing d family mucho..

hmmm.. saturday nite spent kejap wid my hubby tek..

i ate nasi ayam smthing smthing d name.. cnt rmmbr... n drank air suam swinburne!

keh keh keh.. water in swinburne bottle laa...

heeee~ 80cnts jak.. not dat expensive kira ok...

hmmm... i rlly wnt to go to gym... i feel so fuckin' FAT!!!!

dammit! bt den hubby told me i cnt pay in d middle of d month...

nid to pay awal bulan! 

aiyaaakkkk means in may la i go gym.. shiiyyeeett!!

nid to lose weight ooo... very obese!! gila eyhh!

n i m vry worry bout my innovation n change ASSinmen! hmmm....

dat girl stil hv it.. eh no.. she dnt hv it.. she gave it to her fren.. n asked her to give it to me diz friday tek..

bt den nya sik berik...

paloi eyh! eeee! geram ati baaa... bodo.. kimak juak eyh!

ishhh.. sial nak mampus baa...

dah la due diz 16th april...

adoi adoi.. i hv only skit masa to re-do it again b4 passing it up next thursday!

shitt!!!!

i hate diz.. dah la hubby manas wid me wen i told him i lend my paper to dat girl..

he shouted at me wen i told him.. he was vry pissed!

i m soooo damn stupid la to lend it to her! shit.. i hope she doesnt copy my work.. if she does..

im doomed!! i will fail my assignment.. 20% u!! sial eyh!

i cant afford to fail it now!! right at d beginning dah fail! adooohhhhh!!

pls pls pls pls hope nothing happens!

hmm...

saturday niteeee~ borinnggg

my hubby went to watch futbol tek...

at 730pm.. n he said he'll be bck at 1130pm...

facebook wid bunny jz nw...

she's watching cinderella!

weee!~ im watching snow white!

we L.O.V.E disney princesses...

sik kira la brapa tuaa kita tok...

me i stil loveeee cartoons!! especially disney cartoons.. cool to d max man! :D hahaha...

ngek ngok ngikk ngakk!

i miss baby n bunny laaa~

hmm hmm hmmmm~

dey r d best aiee...

tetak sama.. minum sama.. makan sama.. hahaha.. best frens u can ask for!

palak sama mun cetaa... especially me n myza.. tetak dr siang ke mlm.. adoi adoi.. gila kejaa..

nang bising jak laa cafeteria if we 2 ceta2.. lam kelas pun.. sik perlu lah dok sama..

asal jak nangga muka masing2.. hahaha.. ada2 jak... silly willy... :D

i cnt wait diz monday to c dem...

oh ya..! cnt 4get my elianto Thistle nail polish...

bunny wanna try it on!

weeee!~ we girls lovvveeeee nail polish! ohh yeaaa!!~ 

hohoho.. crazey!

mmmm..... note in history!! today i chat wid Apis! my ex maa... d other day he treat me lyk shit.. saying he bz laaa... he kenot layan me! shit... bt nw he is sorry.. he wil tebus his keslhan.. ya ya ya!~ men will be men...

k la... chow l0k kek..!~ wanna continue watching my snow white movie n download it to RealPlayer!~

toodles ppl!~ muah muah!