C'est La Vie

Waking up to the sounds of disturbed heart

Sat up at the edge of my bed for 5 minutes

Wondering why life is difficult

Its full of mystery and its a jigsaw puzzle

Nothing ever turns out to be how u want it to be

It either turn out to be bad

or if u are lucky

It might turn out to be how u wished it would be

C'est la vie said Uncle Mike

Qui, je sais says I

Frankly, I haven't have a clue why it is like that

I wonder how life is if its easy

Well, here is what i think it would be

It'll be boring

No excitement

So predictable

U jz know what is going to happen round the next corner

Everyone is the same!

PREDICTABILITY

Jeez.. It'll be sooo damn boring

So I am thankful for my life

I've been through sad times n happy times

Sweet love and breakups

Loyalty and betrayals

Met so many good people and not so pleasent ones

This has taught me a lot about how real life would be

No more fairytales or happy endings

U cant have everything u want like wad u did wid ur doll house

Life is a mystery

Gotta be careful and think before u leap

Or u'll end up behind the wrong door.

Troubled

damn...

seriously i feel like hell...

so many things in my head...

n in my heart...

nothing seemed to be possible..

all i need now is Him...

i can feel myself breaking down piece by piece...

i am strong... tough like corals...

but sometimes i get tired...

wen i get tired, i jz break down...

slowly gone...

nothing seemed to be right...

i hope this is only the beginning of the year...

and soon it'll be owkey...

dealing wid all types of shit..

from inside the house and outside!

fuck!!!!

the world is really giving me lemons..

i bet dey r planting lemon trees for me...

i alrdy hv a lot in my basket...

n i hvnt found all the ingredients to turn it all into lemonades...

goodness me...

God, help me...

1st Post for 2010

happy new year!!~ 2010...

oh well.. its february... haha too late for that...

i jz remembered i had a blog...

its jz a place for me to let out somethings i cnt do in life..

mmmmm well not really...

hahah.. jz some nonsense dat i would love the world to gossip about... :D:D

owkey.. my year started awesome!!

did things i never thought i had the guts too...

likeeeeeee..... killing a cockcroach wid my bare feet... euw!

dat i still cnt get over it...

hahaha...

broke up wid my bf....

n i've been single for like a month n 5 days...

seriously, honestly, the longest ive been single is for jz 2-3 days?

i dnt like to get lonely...

i love being loved n love to love..!~ dats me....

bt den now, i jz feel like taking a verrrryy loooooooong break from giving out love...

i jz want to love myslf...

bk0z i feel like i hvnt been able to do so for a long time....

what i found out about being single is dat i hv a lot of advantages...

1. i can do wadever i wnt without hurting anybody..

2. i dont hv to worry about other ppl's needs except for my family's

3. i dnt hv to check my phone everytime for texts..!

4. this doesnt seem to change though, my bills are still sky high.. haha weird...

but to be honest

being single is hard..

for me dat is...

i am a vry passionate person n i love to be sweet~

i love to mke ppl happy... especially d ones i love...

n i especially love to be hug!! i loveeeeee hugs!

hahaha....

on the bright side...

i still hv my friends.. i can always love dem..

.i can always hug dem....

wadever happens in my life...

i'll always know i hv my friends and family...

i love them so much...!

wad the heck...

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010!!

HAPPY CHINESSE NEW YEAR!!

&

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY...

Wid love,

Daphne