My favorite song! :D i dd8 it to sme1 whom i used to love so much..

Ronan Keating

"Last Thing On My Mind"

(feat. LeAnn Rimes)

Four o’clock in the morning

My mind’s filled with a thousand thoughts of you

How you left me without a warning

But looking back I’m sure you tried to talk it through

Now I say it so clearly

We have been together but living separate lives

So, I wanna tell you I’m sorry

Baby, I can’t find the words

But, if I could

Than you know I would, yeahhhhhh

No, I won’t let go

No why we can be

I won't watch my life crashing down on me

As I had it all right there before my eyes, yeahhhh

Girl I’m sorry now you were the last thing on my mind

You carried me like a river

How far we have come still surprises me

Now, I look in the mirror (look in the mirror)

Staring back is a man I used to be with you

How I longed for you

No, I won’t let go

No why we can be

I won't watch my life crashing down on me

As I had it all right there before my eyes, yeahhhh

Girl I’m sorry now you were the last thing on my mind

Girl I’m sorry I was wrong

Couldn’t be there, should have been so strong

So, I’m sorry

Ohhhhhhh

No, I won’t let go

No why we can be

I won't watch my life crashing down on me

As I had it all right there before my eyes, yeahhhh

Girl I’m sorry now you were the last thing on my mind (on my mind)

I won't watch my life crashing down on me

As I had it all right there before my eyes, yeahhhh

Girl I’m sorry now you were the last thing on my mind

On my mind (on my mind)

He is my everything..

my baby said something so sweet to me wen we were hanging out jz nw...

at the cafeteria stairs..

wad he said made me overwhelmed n i was extremely happy till it brought me to tears..

oh, only God knew how i felt wen he said it to me...

i swear...

never ever even 1 of my ex manage to say somthing so sweet n romantic to me...

till it mke me cry..

he said something like diz.. :

baby, i wanna have u in my arms like diz forever..

i never wanna lose u...

i love d feeling dat u r mine..

i never wanna let u go baby....

last nite, the whole day i didnt see u...

n i was missing u like crazy...

bt den i hv to hold it back n sacrifice for my studies..

i cnt stand it baby being far away from u knowing dat u r jz close by...

i love u baby... 

n noe dat no matter wad happens...

i'll always love u..

.........

den there i started to cry bk0z of happiness...

my baby is so sweet n romantic...

he thanked me for being his everything...

he said dat i hv given him and have been everything to him...

his friend, bestfriend, girlfriend..

n he said dat i m also like a wife to him...

awwww..~ my hubby...

i love u so much....

n noe dat i will always be urs... 

n u will always be mine...

forever n ever...

i promise u sweetheart...

the flame of our love will never go out..

it will only go out wen both of us r no longer breathing....

i love u my hubby...

This BITCH!!

1 problem about this bitch!

this Daphne Kirstie Luma Lakai, 

ic number 900702-13-8068, is dat.. 

when she came to noe dat she'll finally get something she wants, she sikkan dpt sabar.. hahaha.. 

dnt noe y..

 i feel lyke slapping myslf...!! shish!! 

in my heart it kept saying,

"im gonna get my BB phone!"

..............

"bt den i hv to wait till july 2nd"

..............

aarrghhh! i hate waiting....

bt den i noe 4 sure dat i'll get d phone!

wee!! fuck u daphne!! plz laa... wait baa... learn to sabar!

i cannot ehh... nyawa tok mala pk psl BB phone ya... 

hahahahaahahaha

i think kan.. nang benar wad i told Baby M riya...

i sikkan tdo a week wen i get my hands on my BB phone!!

shyteeeeee!!

i love my dad~~

not bk0z he always buy me things i wnt....

ok ok ok..

a large part of it is dat.. haha...

bt den i love him coz he mkes my brothers n i happy...

he gives us the life he never had...

he gives d best to us... 

n also mama.. mama gives us the best too....

i love my parents..

i love my brothers..

i love my F.A.M.I.L.Y!!

i love my soon-to-come-BB-phone...

hmmm~

i'll name my BB phone BabyBoogie..

is also BB.. hahahahahaha...

oh no..! i better stop nw.. or i'll go crazy!

c ya bloggers... love ya all! :D

i am d happiest girl in the universe!!

mmm-hmm!!!

its trueeeeeeeeeee~

soon we will be together!!

oh yeah! my dad said he'll get this baby for my birthday!!

oh shyt man!! i m so freakin' happy!!

i can 1001% guarentee i am the happiest girl in the whole wide UNIVERSE!!!!!!

oh my God.. i jz cnt believe dat i'll finally get this dream phone of mine on my 19th bday!!

diz is d best gift everrrrrrr!!!

myza know how crazy i am about diz baby... 

oh yeaahh~

diz feeling i hv nw is unbelieveable...

I AM SO FREAKIN' HAPPY!!!!

OH MY GOD!!

THANK U JESUS!!

AMEN... AMEN...

THANK U TO MYZA TOO C0Z SHE'S D BEST!!

SHE KEPT TELLING ME I'LL GET IT..

THANK U BABY GIRL...

LOVE U!!

n thank u Daddy...

for making my dream come truee...

i am so happy.. oh my God... i m so damn happy...

nw i cnt wait till i get it on my bday!!

oh my God!!

thnk u thnk u thnk u thnk u thnk u...

My current FAVORITE rising star!!

Selena Gomez

she is my latest obsession...

oh well.. not creepy kinda obsession...

duh! i ain't a stalker or anything..

its jz dat i love her personality...

the 1st time i saw Selena was on this series on Disney Channel...

The “Wizards of Waverly Place”

even though she is a rising star now...

der is something about this girl which gvs me the feeling that she'll never change....

like other rising star, dey change immedietly wen dey r famous! pergh! i hate dat...

bt wad i admire most about Selena Gomez is dat she is sweet....

she uses her high reputation to make the world a better place...

which reminds me of the beloved late Lady Diana.. (also my inspiration)..

there is this cause she commit herself too...

where she helped to make it better for the island stray dogs of Puerto Rico...

Selena is a big animal lover...

me also as an animal lover...

i support this cause of hers.... its actually very sweet n humanly..

Selena is the ambassador for DoSomething.org...

she is trying her very best to save dogs who are brutally mistreated and killed jz for fun...

if u come to think of wad Selena is doing...

its actually the first star who is trying to change the lifes of many dogs...

dogs are men's bestfriend...

u cnt deny dat... personally, i think dat der r more to dogs than jz pets...

dey r very loyal n perfect companion...

that is y i am totally supporting Selena on this cause...

n its also because I LOVE SELENA GOMEZ!!!!

honestly, i hv never ever loved a Disney rising star like diz before!!

Selena Gomez is the first...

she is jz a total sweetheart.....

n i hope she is honored by this because, yeah...

she is the 1st Disney rising star dat i admire most!!

My current favorite SONG!! :D

DEMI LOVATO

ALBUM : DON'T FORGET

"LA LA LAND"

I am confident,

but I still have my moments.

Baby, that's just me.

I'm not a supermodelI still eat McDonald's.

Baby, that's just me.

Some may say I need to be afraid

Of losing everything.

Because of where I Had my start

and where I made my name

Well everything's the same

In the la-la land machine.

Machine.

Who said I can't wear my

Converse with my dress?

Oh, baby, that's just me!

And who said

I can't be singleI have to go out and mingle

BABY, that's not me

No, no.

Some may say I need to be afraid

Of losing everything.

Because of where I

Had my start and where I made my name

Well everything's the same

In the La-la land machine.

Tell me do you feel the way I feel

'cause nothing else is real

In the la-la land appeal

[guitar]

Some may say I need to be afraid

Of losing everything.Because of where I

Had my start and where I made my name

When everything's the sameIn La-la land machine

Well, I'm not gonna changeIn the la-la land machine

Well I will stay the same

In La-la land...

Machine

I won't change anything of my life(I won't change anything of my life)

I'm staying myself tonight(I'm staying myself tonight)

La la la la la....

I just don't get it..

i dnt get it sometimes.. why do some husbands always treat their wives like a slave?? u noe, its lyk wen dey r standing der at the isle, waiting to be announced husband n wife, wad is actually in der minds other that wanting to marry d women?? d reason im saying diz is bk0z after years n years of marriage.. after years n years of building a strong n solid love and family, dey decide to break out from their comfort zone, n do something wild as if dey r stil single n available! come on plz.. noe dat u r married n u hv a wife and kids... its not dat u r not allowed to hv a social life (duh!! u r not robot or wad) bt den, limit it.. bk0z u noe u hv a big responsibility.. y neglect ur responsibility? u hv made a vow and swear that u will not neglect ur wife and family... wen u realise dat u hv a wife waiting for u at home, y come back in d middle of d nite or WORST, early in the morning???? don't u think of how worried she is?? don't u noe how she feels? lets say, ur wife does diz to u.. wad will u feel?? don't dare tell me u will be relaxed about it.. plz!!! don't lie.. u'll be going out of ur mind...!! if u wanna noe hw to treat a women, try walking in der high heels.. feel wad it is lyk to wait for ur hubby to come back... do u realise dat she is worry bk0z she loves n care bout u? a true woman will always wait for her man.. doesn't matter wad u do to her, she will always love u n be patient wid all ur bullshits and crap!! bt remember 1 thing, she is also a human being wid a heart n feelings.. everyone has the limitation in patients.. wen u cross over the board and the limit, she can't bare it anymore... so, don't blame her if she goes out to mingle wid other men... it is a sin, yes... bt y blame her? who started all the bullshits?? by the time u realise that she is always around wen u nid her, and u realise dat she has always been a good wife to u, she'll be long gone! so plz, appreciate ur wives wen u hv the chance.. do it now, or forever suffer wid the guilt that hv grown inside u. PEACE!

My one n only WISHLIST! :D

dammit.. THE BlackBerry Curve 8900..

how i wish i can get it for my birthday from my dad..

if i have diz smartphone, haha, i won't sleep for a week!!

i am so in love wid diz phone..

i first laid eyes on this baby in Blue Cube, Spring mall, Kuching..

addoooiihhh~

lemah nyawa doeee..!!

i want diz i want diz...

u noe wad.. u can do almost everything wid diz phone..

duh! its a smartphone, of c0urse...

the pricing here in Malaysia is like RM1500...

bt den i want it.. i am so crazy over diz phone!!!!!!!!!!!!!

oh my goodness gracious..

i MUST MUST MUST MUST have diz phonee...

i want it so badlly.. i want it sooooooooooooo damn badly...

pls pls pls pls let me hv it dady.. :(

My Everything.. :)

above is the picture of me and my 2 crazy but lovely cuzzies... 

Rossalini and Xavier.. 

dey really made my day last weekend (2/05-3/05/90).. 

dey really reduce my homesickness.. bk0z i really do miss my family.. 

diz 2 special ppl really mke me feel lyk i am ack home.. 

dey remind me of my own lil brothers back homee... 

i really miss their company n annoying- ness.. hehhe.. im sorry i dnt hv pictures of my aunt ween and uncle clement.. 

dey too really mke me feel lyk i am wid my own family.. i love dem so much.. i miss my mama.. n my dad... miss hanging out n teasing my 2 bros, nigel n nath.. 

i really cnt wait to go bck homee diz july.. its true wad ppl say... no matter hw annoying or notty ur bros r.. or siblings r.. no matter how much dey get onto ur nerves, u will eventually miss all d bad n notty things dey do to u... dats hw i feel ryte nw.. 

before, i always complain about dem annoying me.. and disturb me till i get mad.. 

den nw.. 

i m really craving for it... i miss dem shouting at me.. n hitting me wen i tease dem.. 

hmmmm...

 i love Nigel n Nath.. dey r my everything.. 

dey light up my life.. dey never make my life boring.. i miss dem so badly.. :(