my family cmes 1st n i love dem

my family n i.. d reason for everything i m still here.. i love dem..

the king of d house! Mr Lakai.. heee~ he is d man dat make evrything happens!

my mama.. mdm selena.. i love her so much.. n i miss her lyk crazy!! :(

my lil bro after me.. mr nigel parril lakai.. d fashionista in d family.. he is so high taste.. vry syg n soft wid kids n ppl he love bt den if i kiss or hug him, he'll kick me.. he is big! :D bt den i love his bigness.. i miss 

him..

my lil bro.. mr nathaniel imang lakai... d youngest, d guitarist and d most most manjakkk 1 in my family.. i love calling him sweetchicks and i love kissing him on d cheeks eventho he'll beat me up evrytime i do it.. haha

the king n queen of my heart..

ove dem sooooooooo much...

n i miss dem.. d reason why i m stil alive n stil breathing the air for 19 yrs nw! :D

my two silly sweetchicks! i love dem.. bt den if i kiss dem.. n tell dem i love dem.. dey'll say i m GAY! :D n dey will chase me n hit me.. bt den i miss dem hitting me for kissing dem.. hehehehe..

nathaniel, my daddy, my mama n nigel.. love dem so much...

today is the 9th of April.. hmm.. mama's bday.. n damn today i feel so down.. not today only actually... diz few days... ive been missing homee.. n ive been getting mad at everyone who is close to me, my hubby... hmmm... i m jz stress out.. there is so many things running thru my mind.. uni life, peers, assignmnts, my love life, my family back home.. 

wad i miss more is my family...

mama most of all...

granddad and blackiee and everybody...

mama im sorry i cnt be home for ur bday....

i love u mama...

i wish i was home 2nyte celebrating her bday wid her.... 

i miss everybody...

fuuhhhh!!

my mama..

my head is pumping so hard now...

i called dem jz now.. talked to mama.. talked to my granddad.. talked to my aunt ina.. asking bout baby fidelis... almost forgot dat he ever existed.. haha.. bt i really cnt 4get c0z i was d 2nd 1 to name baby fideliss... i talked to imang... got to joke around wid him 4 awhlee... aunty evaa.. saying hye to everyonee.. including my ex-bf in form 3 who is now my c0usin's cousin.. haha... well... den i talked to daddy... wen i start talking to daddy... i started feeling wanna cry... i dnt noe y.. it seems lyk i miss him more than i miss mama.. bt den.. i m not vry close to him at all.. i think its bk0z i hvnt talked or smsed him 4 long.. i feel bad jz msging him wen i nid money.. hmm.. wad a bad daughter i m being.. bt mama always say dat it isnt my fault.... i dnt noe wad she meant by dat.. haha.. or maybe c0z daddy is not really around n close to my brothers n i..

hmmm...

how i wish i m home rite nw....

i m sooooooo much jealous dat i am not home..

mama told me dat everyone is missing me n talking bout me...

:) dey seem to miss my presents... i miss dem too... all of dem...

u noe wad.. being away from my family makes me appreciate dem more n mke me realise dat family always comes first in my all most important list...

family are the ones who r always around wen u nid dem...

dey will never let u down or leave u wen u r in bad conditions...

bad or gud.. dey r always der to help u up n support u wen d world is looking down at u..

hmmmm... my family... i miss dem soooooo much.... n i love dem so much...