3rd month anni.. <3

my baby boy n i

21st Janurary 2009 is d special date!

heee~ it was our 3rd month annivrsry yesterday..

we didnt do anything special.. we r gonna kp it for diz saturday..

we'll go out diz saturday to celebr8... hee~ i love him soooooo much...

we jz sat down at d stairs, me a step down and he sits at my back.. mmm~

i love d feeling dat i lay my back against his chest... :) love it wen he hugs me tight from behind...

i felt so loved and safe..

n he said dat i mean kuching to him.. shit! n i asked him.. wad bout kenya? who meant kenya to u? he said mum.. :D ok.. there i cnt arguee.. hhihihihi...

mum's' are THE BEST!! :D

i stil rmmbr d 1st time we saw each other...

hahaha.. he had jz awaken from slping...

d 1st thing i noticed bout him is his cologne! damn man!

hahaha.. it smelled sooooooooo strong...

he was my ex-bestfren's fren...

so i met him thru my ex-bestfren...

first we were friends.. den he started to call me "habibty" i start to call him "habibi" after a few days chatting on MSN.. i added him in facebook 1st.. n i dnt noe y..

dat night, i cnt stop thinking of him...

his image jz haunt my mind.. phews! maybe it was love at 1st sight...

u noe wad.. he introduced himslf as James Bond wen we 1st met.. haha.. baby... he ad0res James Bond movies and cowboys.. hihihi.. silly hubby...

wad i hope for is dat his silliness will nvr go away..

c0z i fall in love wid him coz of his fun and silly personality...

he is able to mke me laugh n smileee... he mks jokes out of anything... haha..

Love Letter to my baby,

he lights up my life jz by looking into each others eyes...

i love Abdalla Salim so much...

he is my world, my universe...

happy 3rd month anniversary my lovee....

may our love bloom more and will nvr wilt....

muah muah muah

Love ur applepie ;),

Daphne Kirstie Luma

h3py tree friends! naaa... jz kiddin'! hepy sunday! hehe

wad a sunday.. wow wow wow...

woke up at around 234pm... haha.. nice numbers huh? oh well...

u noe y i woke up at dat time? haha.. i slept lyk around 6am diz morning...

haha.. it has been long since i slept at 5 or 6am.. hohoho... oh yaa! 

i finallly bought my Converse All Star shoes! iicckk!! hubby bought it for me yesterday! weee!!

thnk u my loveee... i love u soo much.. mama said dat hubby is jz spoiling me.. hihi.. bt he loves me... n i love him sooooooooo much....

my new shoes.. hot hot hot bebeh!!

he bought it for me lyk rm239! 

hahaha.. dats y mama said dat he is spoiling me.. heeeee~ mama lyks d fact dat he is my bf.. coz he is super duper sweetiee piee.... i love him love him love him...

i love everything he does 4 me.. bt den not all rltnshps are perfect... we also hv fights smetms bt we 4gve each other n move on... :)

today we went to spring.. to buy groceries... we r trying to save money for when we r in miri diz july.. 1 month holiday man... haha.. so we r not gonna go shopping for our "DESIRES" till july, jz for basic needs.. oh well.. its okey.. :) i hv no problm wid it.. hohoho.. we share our money.. equally.. wen my money cmes 1st, we use my money.. wen his money comes, we use his.. its lyk we budget rm800 for a month.. rm200 for shopping.. XD cool huh? i hope dat we'll b 2thr 4ever.. i always pray for our rltnshp so it last.. i really love diz man of mine.. he is all in 1.. he is my everything... i love u my sweetheart... muah..!

my silly hubby n i...

love him soooooooooo much!! :-*

goin CAT CRAZY!

my blackie ching n i.. aww~ too bad he is not rlly seen in diz photo.. bt den i love him! :D

u noe 1 thing bout me?

hahahahahaa.. i sooooo love cats... to me cats r d most adorable creatures in d whole wide world! dey r cute! cuddly! fluffy! silly! hehe.. dey can be anything.. no matter wad colour or shape dey are, cats r always n i mean always cuteee! to me cats hv diz lyk mysterious n curiousity in dem.. jz by lookin' at d way dey move about.. d way dey look at new things... dey look soooo interested in it.. n excited..! 1 more thing i love bout cats is dat dey r sooo "manjak".. i dnt noe wat manjak is in english.. haha.. sorry.. manjak is lyk.. ok ok.. maybe smehw lyk spoiled! hehe.. kitties r cutee... even wen dey r still kittens or alrdy adult cats, dey r forever cutteeeee! unlike dogs.. some dogs.. i didnt say all.. well, i only love puppies! guilty! huhu.. i dnt lyk it wen dey get huge and sloppy! hihi.. hw i wish puppies can stay as puppies! so dats y i love cats.. dey r forever small.. n dey r clean.. i can bring dem in d house n slp wid dem on d same bed.. hee.. i alwys bring my kitty slping wid me.. MR BLACKIE CHING.. heee... wait wait.. i'll put a picture of him.. it'll appear on top! i lovvveeee my blackie ching.. he is a vry special cat.. :)

wad a lame saturday!~ pergh.. bored kitty!

yyyeeeaaaaaappp!~ dat explains hw i feel rite nw... hohohoho.. merry xmass! pergh.. im bored bored bored as hell.. even nw maths klaz is fun.. wad a boring saturday.. hey, speaking of maths... d math test 1 was ok lah diz morning... was not so hard.. well.. i think coz i studied a lil bit.. if i dnt, shyt man.. i'll suffer lyk shit jz by lookin' at d questions.. hmm.. i m so bored.. tak jadi go watch movie 2nytee.. myza went back to her village i think.. mmm.. 1 of her relative died.. im so sorry bout dat baby.. perghh! i called carol jz nw.. she's at her bro-in-law's hse near spring.. i wish i can c her nw.. i mean.. its been long since we hang out togthr... i miss hanging out wid jue n carol.. eventho we hv conflict sometym wid each other, we stil r bestfrens nw n 4ever... its been lyk 6 yrs we've been friends... :) its nice to noe dat u still hv friends, i mean bestfriends around u.. i love dem so much.. n 1 of my new bestfren nw is baby myza!~ hehe.. myza welcme to the club.. myza she undrstnds me a lot.. same as hw julia understnds me.. :) myza she's lyk my lil sis... n also cynthia... :) its gud to noe dat sme1 needs u in a way.. n i love caring 4 dem.. i dnt noe y.. bt sayyyyaaaaaang gilak ngan cdak duak tok... lyk my own sis... sweetie sweetie pie... :D

cute! everywer we go, we must be sama 1... hehe.. air kongsi, kdg2 makan pun mun sorg mkn, nang nok duak ya akan mintak.. sapa2 jak la.. bt its fun.. best ada frens sama palak.. c0z dey dnt judge or critisize u.. dey jz support u... n den if its wrong, dey tell u.. to show dat dey care.. dats d kind of friends dat i wnt n suppose to hv.. :)

i love my bestbuddies so much...

julia, carol, myza, cynthia. :)

girlfrens forever...

hoho.. skema juakk ehhh... bt who "dares"..! hahaha...

i miss bik.. my couz.. she's lyk d craziest cuzzy of all century.. haha... i wish i was home...

i miss my family so much... especially my own crazy family.. :D

i miss blackie.. bernard.. hmmm... hw is my turtle, Puluk doin? is he stil alive or has RIP??

erghh... poor turtiee~ bt den.. i miss hugging blackieee... hmmm............

woohhoo!!~

hahaha.. ukan apa title camyaa... sikda idea mok engkah title apa... 

hmm hmmm hmmmmmm......

u noe wad?? adeih adeih... ingatkan got presentation today..! faster2 i do my slides.. n my report.. ceyhh! skali go to klaz.. presentation on Tuesday next week! hohoho.... i was lyk wad da $%$#%%^! :D woohhooo.... we went to town n cupcake got his money from his parents today..! woohhooo!~ so he bought my paints alrdy from popular... my fav brand.. BUNCHO! idup BUNCHO! woohhooo!~ n a palette to put the paints in.. woohhoo!!~ it was in TunJugah.. myza came along... but den i hvnt got my brushes.. not much sizes at popular.. so i m looking forward to go to Techno Graphic to buy my brushes... but den wer? ooooo!~ Qian jz msged myza back n say dat its somewer in Satok.. hmmmmm... Satok? myza wer aaa?? im not Kch-an :D hopefully we'll buy my brushes soooon~ i m soooo eager to do some artwork in context and culture.. it has been long since i painted anything.. the last time was wen i was in form 5.. hahaha.. spm course work! hihihi.. n dats it.. bt den.. we made batik.. something lyk batik.. it was so cool.. i loved it.. 1st we draw on a canvas or any white cloth, den draw the patterns using melted wax... den wen its all done.. wen all the patterns has been drawn, use d brush n brush on some water onto d cloth b4 painting it wid paint.. it was sooooo cool! i hope i hv d chance to do it again... fun fun fun! i love art.... i feel sooo excited wen it comes to artworks...

it doesnt matter if its making a dolphin out of soap or plaster of paris... 

drawing abstract or paint something on a canvas.. 

i love love love love love art...

wooohhoooo!!~

hey, i think i noe y i put the title dat way...

hahaha.. coz today i feel supperr lykk.. WOOHOO!!~

hahahahahha... i dnt noe y.. maybe c0z im stressed out.. 2mrrw is maths test 1... eerghh...

i hope d questions r not dat hard... mmmmm....... i hv to pass it.. i have too....

help help help help... pray for me to pass c0z my head pumps lyk hell studying maths...

den tonite i hv hostel new residents welcoming party!

we r forced to go...

u noe y i say dat????

coz der is diz notice on the hostel lobby door... dat says :

Failure to attend the party, please write a letter of excuse to the warden.

i was lyk.. say wad?????? diz is a first.. wow.. force party?? cool... so not!

hmm.. fine den.. i'll go... go to the party by force... hahaha... orrr..........

i jz dnt go? hmm.. i feel lazy to go... i hv exam 2mrrw n i nid to study... 7pm - 9pm...

hmmmm... test 1 maths.. dats all dats on my mind... 

perghhh!~

OH YA!! i almost forgot... hahahahahahaha.. diz is something vry funny! hahahah....

wen we were at Popular Tun Jugah jz nw.. hahaha.... smthing silly happend...

woohhoo!!~

myza was helping me choose the size of d brushes.. i was standing beside her.. n my baby was standing beside me... den we were quiet... hahahah... sddnly.. i smelled smthing bad from out of the bluee.. hahhaa... den i saw myza's expression.. she started to sniff somthing.. her face was damn funny man! den i looked at him and asked him... "did u fart?" den he jz smiled... den we started laughing... myza n i jz ran away from him and cnt stop laughing! hahahaha.. bodo eh.. calieeeee! adoih adoih.. bertuah punya balak! :D 

Another Saturday in Swinburne.. shiyet!

hurmm... how i wish i hv a car... not much laaa.. viva pun jadi la pok! i dnt noe.. was it yesterday evening or wen hubby n i went to spring just to waste time walking around... there was a car exhibition.. perodua n hyundai... perodua was showing off viva and myvi.. wow! i wanted d viva! its lyk rm43 000++.. i dnt noe hw exact d price was.. hubby told me dat i can get the viva using loan.. n paying rm300 a month... he asked me to ask daddy bout it.. haha.. wen i asked.. till today he didnt reply me.. hahahaha.. i think i noe y he didnt reply me.. :D huhuhu.. daddy.. daddy.. vry calculative bout money.. who can blame him.. he is an accountant for his company! ooh well.. i'll get a car soon! if he dnt wanna buy me a car, give me the honda loorrr.... mine baa! :( i want car!

susah ba jln no car here in kch.. adeyh adeyhh....

hmmm.. today start off okey i guess... woke up around 3pm.. hahaha.. nice kan? dnt be suprised, all the girls in diz hostel wke up in d evening...

including boys!! boys pa gik laa... tdo awal pagi, 5 6 am...

den wake up in d late evening...

hahah.. hostel life is fun! but den, missing d family mucho..

hmmm.. saturday nite spent kejap wid my hubby tek..

i ate nasi ayam smthing smthing d name.. cnt rmmbr... n drank air suam swinburne!

keh keh keh.. water in swinburne bottle laa...

heeee~ 80cnts jak.. not dat expensive kira ok...

hmmm... i rlly wnt to go to gym... i feel so fuckin' FAT!!!!

dammit! bt den hubby told me i cnt pay in d middle of d month...

nid to pay awal bulan! 

aiyaaakkkk means in may la i go gym.. shiiyyeeett!!

nid to lose weight ooo... very obese!! gila eyhh!

n i m vry worry bout my innovation n change ASSinmen! hmmm....

dat girl stil hv it.. eh no.. she dnt hv it.. she gave it to her fren.. n asked her to give it to me diz friday tek..

bt den nya sik berik...

paloi eyh! eeee! geram ati baaa... bodo.. kimak juak eyh!

ishhh.. sial nak mampus baa...

dah la due diz 16th april...

adoi adoi.. i hv only skit masa to re-do it again b4 passing it up next thursday!

shitt!!!!

i hate diz.. dah la hubby manas wid me wen i told him i lend my paper to dat girl..

he shouted at me wen i told him.. he was vry pissed!

i m soooo damn stupid la to lend it to her! shit.. i hope she doesnt copy my work.. if she does..

im doomed!! i will fail my assignment.. 20% u!! sial eyh!

i cant afford to fail it now!! right at d beginning dah fail! adooohhhhh!!

pls pls pls pls hope nothing happens!

hmm...

saturday niteeee~ borinnggg

my hubby went to watch futbol tek...

at 730pm.. n he said he'll be bck at 1130pm...

facebook wid bunny jz nw...

she's watching cinderella!

weee!~ im watching snow white!

we L.O.V.E disney princesses...

sik kira la brapa tuaa kita tok...

me i stil loveeee cartoons!! especially disney cartoons.. cool to d max man! :D hahaha...

ngek ngok ngikk ngakk!

i miss baby n bunny laaa~

hmm hmm hmmmm~

dey r d best aiee...

tetak sama.. minum sama.. makan sama.. hahaha.. best frens u can ask for!

palak sama mun cetaa... especially me n myza.. tetak dr siang ke mlm.. adoi adoi.. gila kejaa..

nang bising jak laa cafeteria if we 2 ceta2.. lam kelas pun.. sik perlu lah dok sama..

asal jak nangga muka masing2.. hahaha.. ada2 jak... silly willy... :D

i cnt wait diz monday to c dem...

oh ya..! cnt 4get my elianto Thistle nail polish...

bunny wanna try it on!

weeee!~ we girls lovvveeeee nail polish! ohh yeaaa!!~ 

hohoho.. crazey!

mmmm..... note in history!! today i chat wid Apis! my ex maa... d other day he treat me lyk shit.. saying he bz laaa... he kenot layan me! shit... bt nw he is sorry.. he wil tebus his keslhan.. ya ya ya!~ men will be men...

k la... chow l0k kek..!~ wanna continue watching my snow white movie n download it to RealPlayer!~

toodles ppl!~ muah muah!

my family cmes 1st n i love dem

my family n i.. d reason for everything i m still here.. i love dem..

the king of d house! Mr Lakai.. heee~ he is d man dat make evrything happens!

my mama.. mdm selena.. i love her so much.. n i miss her lyk crazy!! :(

my lil bro after me.. mr nigel parril lakai.. d fashionista in d family.. he is so high taste.. vry syg n soft wid kids n ppl he love bt den if i kiss or hug him, he'll kick me.. he is big! :D bt den i love his bigness.. i miss 

him..

my lil bro.. mr nathaniel imang lakai... d youngest, d guitarist and d most most manjakkk 1 in my family.. i love calling him sweetchicks and i love kissing him on d cheeks eventho he'll beat me up evrytime i do it.. haha

the king n queen of my heart..

ove dem sooooooooo much...

n i miss dem.. d reason why i m stil alive n stil breathing the air for 19 yrs nw! :D

my two silly sweetchicks! i love dem.. bt den if i kiss dem.. n tell dem i love dem.. dey'll say i m GAY! :D n dey will chase me n hit me.. bt den i miss dem hitting me for kissing dem.. hehehehe..

nathaniel, my daddy, my mama n nigel.. love dem so much...

today is the 9th of April.. hmm.. mama's bday.. n damn today i feel so down.. not today only actually... diz few days... ive been missing homee.. n ive been getting mad at everyone who is close to me, my hubby... hmmm... i m jz stress out.. there is so many things running thru my mind.. uni life, peers, assignmnts, my love life, my family back home.. 

wad i miss more is my family...

mama most of all...

granddad and blackiee and everybody...

mama im sorry i cnt be home for ur bday....

i love u mama...

i wish i was home 2nyte celebrating her bday wid her.... 

i miss everybody...

fuuhhhh!!

my mama..

my head is pumping so hard now...

i called dem jz now.. talked to mama.. talked to my granddad.. talked to my aunt ina.. asking bout baby fidelis... almost forgot dat he ever existed.. haha.. bt i really cnt 4get c0z i was d 2nd 1 to name baby fideliss... i talked to imang... got to joke around wid him 4 awhlee... aunty evaa.. saying hye to everyonee.. including my ex-bf in form 3 who is now my c0usin's cousin.. haha... well... den i talked to daddy... wen i start talking to daddy... i started feeling wanna cry... i dnt noe y.. it seems lyk i miss him more than i miss mama.. bt den.. i m not vry close to him at all.. i think its bk0z i hvnt talked or smsed him 4 long.. i feel bad jz msging him wen i nid money.. hmm.. wad a bad daughter i m being.. bt mama always say dat it isnt my fault.... i dnt noe wad she meant by dat.. haha.. or maybe c0z daddy is not really around n close to my brothers n i..

hmmm...

how i wish i m home rite nw....

i m sooooooo much jealous dat i am not home..

mama told me dat everyone is missing me n talking bout me...

:) dey seem to miss my presents... i miss dem too... all of dem...

u noe wad.. being away from my family makes me appreciate dem more n mke me realise dat family always comes first in my all most important list...

family are the ones who r always around wen u nid dem...

dey will never let u down or leave u wen u r in bad conditions...

bad or gud.. dey r always der to help u up n support u wen d world is looking down at u..

hmmmm... my family... i miss dem soooooo much.... n i love dem so much...

1st Day of The Month of April..! :D

morning morning morning.. its Wednesday ppl..~ hw r u 2day?? hw r d wife n kids?? hahaha... wow! can u imagine dat! nw its been lyk 3 months im in swinburne.. n lots of things has happened... from assignments and to friends also.. trouble trouble trouble! wait! i m not saying dat friends are troublee... i m jz saying dat its hard to kp a gud friendship if u r not considerate n no understanding.. had a vry huge fight or may i say arguement wid one of my beloved galfren last 2 days.. n it made me cry 4 almost 2 hours! dammit! i m soooooooooooooooooo sorry bout wad hppn... wad i hate d most is hurt my friends.. i feel so damn guilty! but i hope things will turn out ok soon.. i miss her..

ok ok ok...

no sadness in d morning pweety pwease!

i m jz starting my day so its not gud..!

*sigh*

stomach status : hungry n thirsty!

mood : 50% happy 50% undefine! shit

i m actually pissed wid him...

ada ka ptt nya tertido balit...

adoi adoi..

dah la lewaaaaatt~!

ish ish ishhh!!!

geram hati eyhhh!

ok ok ooookkeeeeeyyyyyyyyyyy!!

fuuhhh!!~

relax relax

awal pagi tok babeee.. not vry gud.. brp kali dah mek padah tok...

myza oh myzaa.. spt biasaa... geng keras swinburne.. dari matahari terbit ke matahari berderoookkk tidooo nang tetaaak jak la keja mek duaak! huihuiiihh... best best!!

lam kelas nektok! seeejok lalu eh.. nasib juak mek pakey sweater! wee!! sik juak sejok gilaakk...

mun sik beku... dah la tgh cold shoulde ngan heater mek! waaa! jaik baaa!!! sapa suruh nya tido agik.. org suruh bgn.. sik bgn.. tdo gik.. dah la lewat lalu! kan pagi pagi mek mok bah look at his face b4 i do anything.. look at him smiling at me n gv me a morning kiss on my hand! ishhh! ada gik nya dtg gi kelas mek tek.. dtg agak! biarnya.. mek sik nangga nya kat luar.. mek halau nyaa.. shhuhh! i m in klaz la sayang! dnt dsturb.. i gave u time from 8am till i masuk kelas.. u lambat.. rasain loo...

dah la mek lapar tok.. haus gik.. eee.. macam2.. mok berak gik mek tok.. mok gi toilet.. apa ka! euw!! myza!! mek mok beraakkk! p mok kencing juak! adeyh.. so many technical problems! adeyh adeyh... help me!! nei lecturer tok.. mek mok gi toilet.. bleh ka kuar jak?? p takut juak.. lvl 5 tok.. ada sik toilet bgs ooo... eeuuwww! mun sikpat pam air! euw! euw! euw! cidaak eyh.. ish.. ya nya! cidak eh klaka sal berak n air n euw! aaaaa... i wanna go to the toilet... pls pls pls.. jap.. nyk lecturer lok.. leh sik.. brb ya!!~

fuhh! legaaa! hahaha.. mun myza baca tok nang tetaak cam apa...

cukup la tok dolok....

to0dlesss!!~