don't drift away..

days go by,

just in a blink of an eye,

sitting here wondering what the future may bring,

will it be sufferings?

or you'll give me a diamond ring,

i don't have a clue why my heart feels this way,

its only beating for you i swear,

i guess that is the reason why,

when you are away don't you know my heart cries?

my heart's tears could break down a dam,

can't you hear my heart calling out your name?

my head feels heavy,

everytime you leave,

i always want you here with me,

i just can't get enough of you,

can't you see?

what can i do to make you stay?

take my favorite plushie if you may,

if it could make you stay,

do you want the moon?

i'll tie a rope around it and pull it down for you,

i'll even go on the back of a wild stallion or a killer whale for you,

nothing is impossible when it comes to you,

baby, hear my heart screams for you,

can't you see its turning red to blue??

sweetheart, i miss you,

all those times when we used to spend till the night turns yellow,

i miss those moments,

where nothing and no one can make it go to an end,

love, hear my pain,

you are the blood that runs through my veins,

if there are mistakes that i've done,

please forgive me don't go away don't be gone,

you are the one who keeps me alive,

please don't drift away 'cos it'll end my life..

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

the cries of a lonely heart..

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im jz hurt.. im very very hurt..

Lord, guide me..

sometimes i just don't have any idea wad is going on wid my life.. i hv no real friends.. i hv friends bt they embarrass me.. or use me as a jumping stone to get the type of reputation dey want.. i should hv listen to my mum about leaving far away from the ones who truly love u n is ur friend no matter wad, my family.. sometimes i regret packing up my bags n get on that plane to come study 14 hours drive away from my hometown... when things get fucked up like my situation nw, i often feel like packing up my bags and head home.. bt come to think of it again, this is life... wadever hardship and difficulties comes by my way... i jz hv to go through it.. if not now, den when will it be?

there is never a right time for this.. i jz pray to God that he'll guide me through all this and gv me the strength and the opportunity to be courages and stand on my own two feet...