Homesick :(

Here i sit alone
So much in my mind n heart
Beside a wide open window
The sun shining through
The birds chirping n singing
How i missed home

The sound of laughter
The boys running here n there
Wrestling and teasing each other
Oh, how i missed the times
When they annoy me
And made me mad

The aroma of mama's kitchen
Homemade cookings
Smell of liquour spills on the counter
The smell smoke and food in my hair
Mama's high tone
When she ask for a hand

His fur and paws
So cute and adorable
Missing his touch and his gesture
The smell of his paw and his big yellow eyes
His meow asking for attention
and his meow asking for food

The man of the house
The man who makes everything happen
Trying hard to make us all happy
Who gave us such luxury
Who gave us a comfortable home
He is my daddy, head of this family

I am here alone
In another part of the country
Never been away from home
Now i realise wad is important to me
My beautiful family and my home sweet home
And now i realise i wanna go home :(

7 Jan 2009

She's Just a Girl

U probably wondering who this girl is,
She is the girl of ur dreams,
She is the girl in ur nightmares,
She's this girl that makes u wonder,

U wanna know more bout her,
She's the girl u never get,
Just quite wad u see,
She's just a girl,

She's the girl thats ur angel,
She gives u a warm feeling that makes u smile,
She's a sweetheart wen u treat her right,
She's caring wen u need a pal,

Don't take advantage of her,
She can be very mean,
As she can be very sweet,
So watch out,

She's the girl that makes u regret,
She curses when u tick her off,
She can be a hurricane wen u treat her bad,
She's just human with feelings,

Love her as she will love u more,
Be her angel as she will be ur saint,
Treat her like a queen as she will treat u like her world,
Be a sweetheart as she will give u everything,

She's sweet but bites wen u r mean,
She's adorable but ugly wen ur a jerk,
She's an angel but a devil wen ur treating her like hell,
She's just human with feelings and born wid flaws.

My Definition Of Life

Laying down beside my bunny,
Pulling up my blanky up to my chin,
Staring at the black red alarm clock,
Ticking and wondering wad will my future be like,

Waking up to the bright sun,
Shining brightly against my face,
Will my future be this bright?
Will i finally have wad i wished for?

So many questions in my head,
Wondering who might have the answers,
Trying to find the missing pieces,
To the puzzles in this crosswords,

Day dreaming of my perfect life will be,
Wid a well paid job,
A chic looking car,
Living in a cozy big condo,

Looking down the road,
A path where my future starts,
Not an easy yellow brick path,
Its reality baby, plan it right,

Screwing up here and there,
Mistakes lurking up in everywhere,
Makes me learn that life isn't perfect,
Its up to us to fix it and make it better,

Like learning to ride a bicycle.
Like learning to read ABCs,
Everything starts somewhere,
It just need some pushing and determination,

Failing doesnt mean failing forever,
Get up on ur feet and march up,
Reach for wad u dream,
Dont come back till u grab hold of it,

Its not wrong to dream,
It starts somewhere and might come true,
Future is planned when u started breathing,
So plan ur future by starting off wid the right foot.