Sunday, August 23, 2009

Lord, guide me..

sometimes i just don't have any idea wad is going on wid my life.. i hv no real friends.. i hv friends bt they embarrass me.. or use me as a jumping stone to get the type of reputation dey want.. i should hv listen to my mum about leaving far away from the ones who truly love u n is ur friend no matter wad, my family.. sometimes i regret packing up my bags n get on that plane to come study 14 hours drive away from my hometown... when things get fucked up like my situation nw, i often feel like packing up my bags and head home.. bt come to think of it again, this is life... wadever hardship and difficulties comes by my way... i jz hv to go through it.. if not now, den when will it be?

there is never a right time for this.. i jz pray to God that he'll guide me through all this and gv me the strength and the opportunity to be courages and stand on my own two feet...

Monday, August 10, 2009

Poems i've written for him...

date: 10/08/09
sweetheart,
you make me smile and laugh with joy,
without a doubt,
you are the one who bright up my days,
when far away from you,
my heart doesn't seem to be at its best,
when you are in my arms,
i only see us in this world,
never hurt me baby,
for i will hurt myself more,
always love me baby,
for i swear i'll be yours till the end of time..

Love,
DKLuma, ur baby girl...

date: 21/06/09

You woke me from a deep sleep.
and complete my life with your love so deep.
When we look into each others eyes,
I see the reflection of our love.
I kept thinking to myself,
could it be you are an angel sent from above?
When I am with you,
my heart skips a beat.
My feelings for you I can't deny.
You treat me like a princess.
Showering me with your sweet and genuine love all over me.
The first time,
When I saw you bitting your lip and anxiously trying to kiss me,
I debate in my mind whether or not I should let you have me.
But now I am sure.
When I say be mine,
Please say that it will be forever.
When I hear u calling me sweetheart,
It makes my knees weak and breathing becomes hard.
My love for you is real and not fake.
Don't you know I love the fact,
That you love me for everything that I am.

With Love,
Daphne muah ♥


date: 17/02/09

d 1st time i caught ur eye,
i jz smile n cant stop staring at u,
wen d nyte was over n u said bye,
den i realise i cnt stop thinking of u,
wen d day dat u bcame mine,
not even words can describe how hepy i was,
wen 2 hearts bcme 1 n combine,
i knew u r d 1 i nvr wanna lose.

muahx.muahx.muahx.
i love u habibi...
wid all my heart..


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just something i create to show my baby boy how much he means to me...
our love has now reached 6 months and 11 days..
n my love for him grows stronger and the bond we build is unbreakable..
but then with all these words....
i can't seem to feel satisfied....
i still feel that words can't describe how i feel 'bout my hubby....
i love him so much...
more than words can say...

2nd Semester of Foundation Design

weehaa..~ can't bliv i m in 2nd sem of design.. yeay!
1st sem wasn't actually dat easy...
it is tough wen u dnt study, quite easy wen u read n understand n apply it..
went to my 2 first classes today...
Drawing and Illustration who is taught by Greg..
And Graphic Design by Micheal Lee...
these 2 subs, need like zillions of tools!
haha.. not actuallly zillions...
bt a lot of tools...
charcoal pencil, sketch diary, mount spray, etc..
n dey cost a lot of money..!!
my God...
i only hv budget of RM200/- to buy the stuff...
i hope it is enough..