Saturday, December 6, 2008

She's Just a Girl

U probably wondering who this girl is,
She is the girl of ur dreams,
She is the girl in ur nightmares,
She's this girl that makes u wonder,

U wanna know more bout her,
She's the girl u never get,
Just quite wad u see,
She's just a girl,

She's the girl thats ur angel,
She gives u a warm feeling that makes u smile,
She's a sweetheart wen u treat her right,
She's caring wen u need a pal,

Don't take advantage of her,
She can be very mean,
As she can be very sweet,
So watch out,

She's the girl that makes u regret,
She curses when u tick her off,
She can be a hurricane wen u treat her bad,
She's just human with feelings,

Love her as she will love u more,
Be her angel as she will be ur saint,
Treat her like a queen as she will treat u like her world,
Be a sweetheart as she will give u everything,

She's sweet but bites wen u r mean,
She's adorable but ugly wen ur a jerk,
She's an angel but a devil wen ur treating her like hell,
She's just human with feelings and born wid flaws.

My Definition Of Life

Laying down beside my bunny,
Pulling up my blanky up to my chin,
Staring at the black red alarm clock,
Ticking and wondering wad will my future be like,

Waking up to the bright sun,
Shining brightly against my face,
Will my future be this bright?
Will i finally have wad i wished for?

So many questions in my head,
Wondering who might have the answers,
Trying to find the missing pieces,
To the puzzles in this crosswords,

Day dreaming of my perfect life will be,
Wid a well paid job,
A chic looking car,
Living in a cozy big condo,

Looking down the road,
A path where my future starts,
Not an easy yellow brick path,
Its reality baby, plan it right,

Screwing up here and there,
Mistakes lurking up in everywhere,
Makes me learn that life isn't perfect,
Its up to us to fix it and make it better,

Like learning to ride a bicycle.
Like learning to read ABCs,
Everything starts somewhere,
It just need some pushing and determination,

Failing doesnt mean failing forever,
Get up on ur feet and march up,
Reach for wad u dream,
Dont come back till u grab hold of it,

Its not wrong to dream,
It starts somewhere and might come true,
Future is planned when u started breathing,
So plan ur future by starting off wid the right foot.

Friday, December 5, 2008

To My Besty, Julia

We were pals since kindies,
Hand in hand while eating candies,
Me with my pony tails,
U with your bangs,

Shared an ice cream sundae,
Remember when u spilt choc on me thet day?
U were terrified,
But i just laughed and it made u feel alright,

I would give the world to see u smile,
I don't care even just for a while,
I'd kick the ass of people who tease you,
Don't u get it i do care for you,

We sweared on our teddies names,
We'd be BFF's forever and ever,
Even some friends thought it was lame,
Still we are still together,

This is to you my dear besty,
My bestfriend in the whole wide world,
Having u in my life makes me happy,
Eventhough i hate it when u love purple.. :D

To all the men who has been in my life..

This world was about games,
U came along,
U taught me wad love is,
U were my first,

We started off friends,
Everything went great,
U make me see a different side of you,
U make me a different person,

U bring me flowers,
U wrote me poems,
U sang me a song,
Everything was U n I,

U took my hand,
Kissed it and stare into my eyes,
U kissed my lips,
I felt like i would die,

This i present to yous,
Who had been in my life,
Changing it in different ways,
Thank you i bid to yous,

Even things doesn't work out,
I am still the inside,
Maybe not as ur baby,
No harm if we're just buddies..

An Inspiration

wad is love my love,
tell me do you know?
to me is dirt and blood and seed,
dats how my garden grows,

wad is diz pain inside,
my vein has turn to frost,
is there an operation please,
and how much does it cost?

this love is a, scary love,

if i had one day left to live,
i'd lock the doors and windows,
but keep u in,
if i had one day left to live,
i'd wrap myself around you,
and breathe u in,

wad is love my love?
tell me why it burns,
like rage and fire inside me,
but it causes no concern,

i am used to it,
wid ashes in my hands,
at least i felt the pain of love,
but no one understands.

this love is a, scary love,

like a crow in a place of doves,
like clinch fist in a velvet gloves,
like train running over us,
like being nailed to the cross...

Original writer : Skye Sweetnam
Title : Scary Love

Thursday, December 4, 2008

To Mama...

i saw a bright light,
in a dark alley,
i walked through it,
finally found what ive been lookin' for,

i saw a bright light,
in an angel's eyes,
she showed me the way,
i followed my heart,

i saw a bright light,
i know i was never lost,
i know you were always there,
in grief and in joy,

mama u are my angel,
u thought me life,
u thought me love,
u thought me to grow,

u wiped my tears,
u sang me a lulaby,
u made me feel warm,
i fall asleep in ur arms,

mama i ask for forgiveness,
for all the pain i caused you,
for all the tear i made u cry,
im sorry mama, i really am,

i'll always be your little girl,
but im keeping my lil bunny,
to remind me of home,
so i'll never get lonely,

so long mama,
i am off to set my future,
i'll keep all my promises,
i'll be home for christmas in december.

Perfect Body Image

diet pills and surgery,
throwing up and ending up with bulimia,
looking like sticks,
ending up with only bones and skins,

hey gorgeous babes,
so what if he doesn't want you cause you're thick,
thick, round, big and voluptuous,
we are sexy!

time glass,
coca cola bottle,
don't we want a body like that?
reject and say no to a broom stick,

ladies,
you are gorgeous the way you are,
like a comfy sofa,
wid extra cushions,

we're only human,
seperated by our thoughts,
love yourself,
before letting someone love you,

big is beautiful,
no point going under the knife,
what for the lipo SUCKs-tion,
whoops! did i get that spelling right?

don't waste your money,
on diet pills and surgery,
get out and get some fresh air,
go for a jog and pump that heart,

live a happy life,
care less bout what those bad mouth,
care and love your body,
you are one gorgeous time glass.

Daddy, please...

Sitting by the window,
Watching the rain pourin' down,
The birds flying back to their nests,
Keeping their babies safe and warm,

Do i ever feel safe?
Do i ever feel loved?
Tell me daddy,
Do you love me?

Education and shelter and needs,
Yes, u've given me,
I wish u thank you,
But have u ever listen?

Growing up wid u,
Tried to express me,
But u never listen,
Makes me mute and confused,

Jealousy lurks,
Peers and their dads,
Close as twins,
So insync,

Daddy, please hear me once,
I want your attention,
I want you to listen,
Hear me out,

Enough wealth,
Enough luxury,
I want you to be around,
For the sake of my brothers..

Our Obsession

u r my sweetiepie,
u r my cute lil muffin,
u r my sweet chick,
u r my obsession,

u drive every being crazy,
u drive me crazy,
wid ur long black hair,
and big cute eyes,

ur cute gesture,
ur adorable face,
ur chubby features,
juz make me go insane,

i'll carress ur hair,
play wid your nose,
tease ur tail,
kiss ur cheek,

u r our obsession Mr Blackie,
a family beloved kitty cat,
how we love u so much,
eventhough now,
u only have 3 legs...

Wednesday, December 3, 2008

that dimple on your left cheek...

back in November 31st 2007,
i never knew i could be this happy,
i never knew i coud be so crazy,
one look at you,
i know,
i'll fall for you,

u dedicate me songs,
telling me,
how u really feel about me,
mesmerize me with your smile,
that dimple on your left cheek,
u just make me fall head over heels for you,

told me u loved me,
told me u miss me,
told me im the 1st thing on your mind,
u made me feel so crazy bout u,
can't hold back this feeling,
i have to have u in my arms,

u grab my hand,
u kept them warm through the evening,
u gave me our first kiss,
i felt butterflies in my tummy,
felt like i was floating in mid air,
oh, how i wish the evening would last,

u told me this,
it was the happiest day of your life,
to me u are my universe,
i never wanted to lose you,
i never wanted to let you go,
but u weren't meant to be mine,

we drifted away,
we lose grip of this love,
this love that never had a chance to bloom,
moved on with my life,
but can't seem to forget you,
n ur song...